I'm alive, which is more than I expected six months ago. But the ibogaine session was the most frightening experience of my life. The visions were not healing or insightful — they were terrifying. I spent 34 hours convinced I was being punished. The withdrawal relief was partial — maybe 40 percent reduction. I'm clean at 5 months but I still have nightmares about the session itself.
Three concussions from football left me with chronic cognitive impairment. The ibogaine was the first intervention that produced measurable improvement after 13 years. Processing speed improved by 77 percent. I can read for more than 20 minutes without my head pounding.
Coming from a medical background, I was deeply skeptical. But after 14 years of failed conventional treatments and watching my practice dissolve, I had nothing to lose. The clinical setup at MindScape surprised me — proper EKG monitoring, liver panels, electrolyte management. The ibogaine session was 32 hours of the most intense self-reflection I've ever experienced. What struck me was the complete absence of withdrawal symptoms the following morning. I'd been taking 120mg of oxycodone daily and expected agony. Instead, I felt clear. 25 months later, I remain clean.
I was diagnosed with early-onset Parkinson's at 51. My symptoms had progressed to the point where I was considering deep brain stimulation. The ibogaine session was 21 hours and was the most profound experience of my life. Two months later, my tremor had reduced by roughly 75 percent and my UPDRS went from 28 to 17. DBS is now on hold.
I was diagnosed with early-onset Parkinson's at 41. My symptoms had progressed to the point where I was considering deep brain stimulation. The ibogaine session was 35 hours and was the most profound experience of my life. Two months later, my tremor had reduced by roughly 58 percent and my UPDRS went from 34 to 15. DBS is now on hold.
Hydromorphone was my drug of choice for 11 years. I'd been through medical detox six times and the kindling effect made each withdrawal worse. I came to Cozumel expecting the worst but hoping for a miracle. What I got was somewhere in between — the ibogaine reduced my withdrawal by roughly 70 percent. The psychological insights during the session gave me tools I'd never had before. Combined with the integration coaching afterward, I've stayed clean for 10 months. It's the longest I've been sober in over a decade.
My son convinced me to try MindScape after I overdosed for the second time. I'd been on opioids since a car accident in 2018. I was terrified of the experience but Dr. Arellano's team made me feel safe. The cardiac monitoring was constant. The ibogaine session was like watching a movie of my life from the outside — I could see exactly when and why the drugs became more important than everything else. I left after 12 days and I have not used since. That was 29 months ago.
Postpartum depression that never resolved. My youngest is 3 and I've been on antidepressants since his birth. I felt nothing toward my children — I cared for them mechanically. The ibogaine reconnected me to the emotional bandwidth I'd lost. My PHQ-9 went from 26 to 3. I cried when my son hugged me and I actually felt it.
I started on Percocet after a back surgery in 2008 and within eighteen months I was buying pills off the street. By the time I arrived at MindScape I was spending $400 a day and had lost my job, my apartment, and most of my relationships. The cardiac screening was thorough — Dr. Arellano personally reviewed my EKG and blood work before clearing me. The ibogaine session itself was intense, lasting about 18 hours. I saw things I cannot easily put into words, but when I came out the other side, the physical craving was simply not there. I've been clean for 18 months. I still do the integration coaching calls every two weeks and they've been essential for staying on track.
I found the 5-MeO-DMT booster overwhelming in a way that was not productive. The complete loss of self was terrifying rather than liberating. I panicked, hyperventilated, and the medical team had to talk me through what felt like a psychiatric emergency. The ibogaine earlier in the week had been difficult but manageable. The 5-MeO-DMT pushed me past my psychological threshold.
I know ibogaine for Parkinson's is not FDA approved. I also know that my UPDRS score went from 32 to 15, that my L-DOPA dose has been reduced by 59 percent, and that my wife can understand my speech again. The treatment included ibogaine microdosing for two weeks before the flood dose.
The SSRI helped me through a crisis period. But after 14 years, the side effects — sexual dysfunction, emotional blunting, weight gain — were hard to justify. The MindScape team understood the neurochemistry and addressed serotonergic dysregulation directly. 21 months med-free.
I was on buprenorphine for 6 years. Dr. Arellano's team understood buprenorphine's ceiling effect and receptor affinity. They used a careful bridge protocol. The session was 28 hours of processing the shame of addiction. 30 months later, I'm medication-free.
My neurologist reviewed my pre and post UPDRS scores and while there was modest improvement — from 28 to about 25 on motor — she cautioned this could be within normal day-to-day variation. The treatment was expensive and the session was physically demanding for someone my age. More research is needed before Parkinson's patients invest this kind of money.
MindScape's combined protocol delivered beyond my expectations. The ibogaine provided 21 hours of deeply personal processing. The 5-MeO-DMT provided 15 minutes of transpersonal experience. I came for depression. I left with a permanent change in how I relate to suffering. 19 months later, no regression.
Post-treatment, my rigidity decreased significantly. My UPDRS motor score improved from 44 to 23. I can button my shirt again. I can eat with a fork without spilling. These sound like small things but they're everything when you're losing your independence to this disease.
Hydromorphone was my drug of choice for 12 years. I'd been through medical detox six times and the kindling effect made each withdrawal worse. I came to Cozumel expecting the worst but hoping for a miracle. What I got was somewhere in between — the ibogaine reduced my withdrawal by roughly 70 percent. The psychological insights during the session gave me tools I'd never had before. Combined with the integration coaching afterward, I've stayed clean for 15 months. It's the longest I've been sober in over a decade.
My doctor told me I had about two years before my liver failed. The ibogaine session was 20 hours of understanding why I was slowly killing myself. Since treatment, 3 months ago, I haven't had a drink. My latest labs show my liver function improving.
I had a PHQ-9 of 24 when I arrived — severe depression. I'd been on 10 different antidepressants over 6 years. The ibogaine session was 25 hours of confronting core beliefs about myself from childhood. When I emerged, the word that came to mind was 'lighter.' My follow-up PHQ-9 at 30 days was 8. My psychiatrist couldn't explain it clinically but she couldn't argue with the data.
The 5-MeO-DMT booster was done with full medical monitoring — EKG, pulse ox, blood pressure. About 22 minutes of peak intensity. The dissolution of self-identity was complete. The habitual patterns driving my anxiety had less grip afterward. It's like the volume was turned down on my internal critic. 24 months out and stable.
People minimize kratom because it's legal. My dependence was anything but minimal. 22 grams a day, $500 a month. The MindScape team took my situation seriously. The ibogaine session was 28 hours of intense introspection. Cravings dropped to near zero within 48 hours. I'm 12 months clean.
Methadone maintenance saved my life but after 3 years I was trapped. The preparation took 4 days. The treatment worked. I'm 26 months free of methadone and I feel emotions I forgot existed.
I'm alive, which is more than I expected six months ago. But the ibogaine session was the most frightening experience of my life. The visions were not healing or insightful — they were terrifying. I spent 28 hours convinced I was being punished. The withdrawal relief was partial — maybe 40 percent reduction. I'm clean at 29 months but I still have nightmares about the session itself.
Three overdoses. Two rounds of Narcan. One flatline. That was my last year on fentanyl before I came to Cozumel. The cardiac screening was incredibly thorough — they found a prolonged QTc interval that needed to be addressed before we could proceed. That actually increased my confidence in the program. The session was a full-body experience lasting 27 hours. The cravings began lifting before the session was even over. 28 months later, my toxicology screens are clean.
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