I'm alive, which is more than I expected six months ago. But the ibogaine session was the most frightening experience of my life. The visions were not healing or insightful — they were terrifying. I spent 36 hours convinced I was being punished. The withdrawal relief was partial — maybe 40 percent reduction. I'm clean at 26 months but I still have nightmares about the session itself.
Getting off Suboxone was supposed to be easy. It wasn't. I'd been on 16mg daily for 4 years. The MindScape physician designed a taper protocol before the ibogaine. The ibogaine addressed both physical dependence and psychological patterns. 21 months Sub-free.
The 5-MeO-DMT session was scheduled for day 9. About 20 minutes of peak intensity. Complete loss of self, body, and time. Something shifted at such a fundamental level I couldn't articulate it for days. My PTSD symptoms decreased by 31 percent.
Stimulant use started as performance enhancement in finance. Occasional Adderall became daily, then cocaine on weekends. MindScape treated the underlying performance anxiety. The 5-MeO-DMT booster dissolved the ego structure demanding constant achievement. 7 months clean.
Kratom withdrawal had me in fetal position for 11 days last time I tried to quit. At MindScape, the ibogaine eliminated the acute withdrawal almost entirely. The psychological component helped me understand the self-medication pattern. I'm 21 months kratom-free.
I had significant improvement in tremor for about three months post-ibogaine. Then it gradually returned to near baseline. My UPDRS went from 37 to 19 at two months but was back to about 29 at six months. The team recommended maintenance sessions every six months, which adds substantial ongoing cost.
I started on prescription fentanyl patches after a cancer surgery and transitioned to street fentanyl when my prescription was cut. The team used a bridging protocol with short-acting opioids before the ibogaine. The session was 36 hours of vivid visions — some beautiful, some terrifying. When it ended, the withdrawal that I had been dreading was manageable. I'm writing this at 18 months clean.
The ibogaine session was eye-opening psychologically. I understood things about my drinking that 14 years of therapy hadn't surfaced. But understanding why you drink doesn't automatically stop you from drinking. I relapsed three weeks after coming home. I went back to meetings and I'm now 13 months sober using a combination of AA and what I learned. The ibogaine was valuable but not sufficient on its own.
Hydromorphone was my drug of choice for 11 years. I'd been through medical detox six times and the kindling effect made each withdrawal worse. I came to Cozumel expecting the worst but hoping for a miracle. What I got was somewhere in between — the ibogaine reduced my withdrawal by roughly 70 percent. The psychological insights during the session gave me tools I'd never had before. Combined with the integration coaching afterward, I've stayed clean for 18 months. It's the longest I've been sober in over a decade.
People minimize kratom because it's legal. My dependence was anything but minimal. 29 grams a day, $500 a month. The MindScape team took my situation seriously. The ibogaine session was 19 hours of intense introspection. Cravings dropped to near zero within 48 hours. I'm 16 months clean.
Everyone told me ibogaine was dangerous quackery. I'd also been through five rehab programs, spent $180,000 on treatment, and was still using within weeks of each discharge. The MindScape medical protocol was more rigorous than any rehab I'd attended. 36 hours into the session, I relived the moment my father died — the event I'd been numbing for 4 years. The emotional release was indescribable. When the ibogaine cleared my system, the cravings had cleared with it. I'm 19 months clean.
Methadone maintenance saved my life but after 3 years I was trapped. The preparation took 6 days. The treatment worked. I'm 22 months free of methadone and I feel emotions I forgot existed.
Alcohol and I had a 5-year relationship. The ibogaine session revealed the anxiety disorder underneath my alcoholism. When that underlying driver was addressed, the compulsion evaporated. I'm 13 months sober.
Treating multiple addictions simultaneously was ambitious and the results were uneven. The ibogaine effectively addressed my opioid dependency but my alcohol and stimulant cravings persisted. I left clean from opioids but still struggling with the other substances. It took three more months of intensive outpatient at home. The ibogaine was a crucial first step but the marketing around treating all addictions equally doesn't match my experience.
I want to be specific. My GAD-7 was 16 before the combined protocol. The ibogaine reduced it to 11. The 5-MeO-DMT further reduced it to 5 at 30 days. The ibogaine was content-specific healing. The 5-MeO-DMT was a perspective shift. Both were necessary.
My neurologist diagnosed me with Parkinson's in 2008 and told me to expect progressive decline. After extensive research I found MindScape's ibogaine protocol for neurodegenerative conditions. The team was transparent that this is investigational. My UPDRS motor score was 28 before treatment. Six weeks later, it was 24. My resting tremor reduced noticeably and my gait improved. I understand the science is still emerging.
The session was harder than expected for a substance most people haven't heard of. My kratom use was 21 grams daily and the withdrawal had always been severe. The ibogaine helped with the physical aspects but the 29 hours of intense visions were more than I bargained for. I'm clean at 20 months but it was grueling, not the gentle reset some portray.
I know ibogaine for Parkinson's is not FDA approved. I also know that my UPDRS score went from 35 to 20, that my L-DOPA dose has been reduced by 36 percent, and that my wife can understand my speech again. The treatment included ibogaine microdosing for two weeks before the flood dose.
Fifteen years on opioids. I tried methadone, Suboxone, Vivitrol, cold turkey, three different 28-day programs. Nothing stuck longer than four months. I was skeptical about ibogaine because it sounded too good to be true. The MindScape team walked me through every step of the medical protocol before I committed. The treatment itself was the hardest 27 hours of my life — physically uncomfortable, emotionally overwhelming — but when I woke up the next morning, I knew something fundamental had shifted. The compulsive thinking about pills was gone. Not reduced. Gone. I'm now 4 months clean and my therapist says she's never seen this kind of sustained change in someone with my history.
Postpartum depression that never resolved. My youngest is 4 and I've been on antidepressants since his birth. I felt nothing toward my children — I cared for them mechanically. The ibogaine reconnected me to the emotional bandwidth I'd lost. My PHQ-9 went from 19 to 7. I cried when my son hugged me and I actually felt it.
The ibogaine helped me get past the final phase of my SSRI taper, but the session triggered intense emotional volatility that lasted about two weeks — worse than the discontinuation symptoms. Dr. Arellano warned me this could happen. Eventually things stabilized. I'm 30 months off Cymbalta completely. But the immediate aftermath was frightening.
I was skeptical about the 5-MeO-DMT. The team explained the rationale — ibogaine for processing specific content, 5-MeO-DMT for releasing attachment to self. The session was the most profound experience of my life. When I returned, the anxiety and depression felt like a story I no longer needed to tell. 22 months later, the shift persists.
I was doing fentanyl pills daily — the pressed kind. My tolerance was insane. The stabilization took 3 days with careful monitoring before they administered the ibogaine. The session was overwhelming — waves of nausea, visual distortions that lasted hours, and then profound clarity where I could see my entire life laid out. The withdrawal after was subdued. Like having a bad flu instead of feeling like I was dying. I'm at 24 months.
I didn't think I had a problem because I only drank wine. But I was going through two bottles a night for 4 years. The ibogaine session confronted me with the reality. I saw my daughter's face from every time she'd found me passed out. I'm 30 months sober and my blood pressure is normal without medication.
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